Pan Dulce's

Sunday night I finally watched transformers the movie.

it was excellent crap. I loved it.

As I watched the movie all I could think about is how much Dam would of loved it. I thought of all the silly ways he would of reacted. He was the biggest kid I knew. Going to the movies with him was always an adventure. Jyllian were talking about how her daddy was a silly man. She and I shared a lot together. We both miss him. It is still hard for me to believe he is gone. Sunday the 28th will be 2 years..gawd I am uneasy. It is so personal my grieving. It hurts. I'm sad at this moment, I don't know how to share this with anyone. It's like they are waiting for me too but I can't.

I think about Damien. I thought for a while all I have is photographs of him, but no I have a part of him..his heart..his girls. Oh how my heart aches.

Cuando hay un abismo desnudo
Que se opone entre los dos
Yo me valgo del recuerdo Taciturno de tu voz
Y de nuevo siento enfermo este corazón
Que no le queda remedio más que amarte