dissapointed.

sometimes I feel so happy and anything that comes my way I can handle, then there are those few moments that I am so down..I have a delay in my reactions at times.

over a month ago we planned a trip to Lego land. we have all been excited. now we may not be able to go, some one ran our debit card for a lot of money and in the mean time as we wait to get it handled we may not be able to go.
Why am I so disappointed? maybe because the kid inside me wanted this so bad?

The day is not over so who knows what will happen?
I have not mentioned it to the kids...I won't till I know for sure.

So today I'm sad and this heat does not help my grubbiness.